There are many reasons why I really thought I'd make it this semester. Mainly, it's because I was doing well in most of my subject, as evidenced by an abundance of graded test papers and reports. However, now that goal seem so far away.
I never imagined I'd so soon disappoint myself when I've just had my self-esteem boosted. I thought I could do well on this one exam, but my performance was so awful I might as well expect a C or C+. Goodbye, wonderful, wonderful Dean's List.
I guess I could have predicted this; I mean there were many moments before when I sabotaged myself. Whether it be out of fear, laziness, or just plain stupidity, it makes me sad to think that I couldn't achieve or succeed without me getting in my own way.
But, well.
Ce'st la vie.
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